Last Working day of 2010

okay today will mark the last official working day of 2010..i was actually going to hillview to sign some documents..i already told someone to update the manpower but he forgotten as no one asked him where i was..then because of this..i was nearly charge with AWOL..shit him..back from exercise first thing he did was to ban all my oil, then allow others to go on oil..WTF...
Then came the news that he submit his ER..Do i care after all he done?? fuck off..
and finally i officially submit my posting out request..now awaiting his interview..i actually verbally told him i wanted to post out in may but he act blur do nothing so now go black and white..see he want act blur till when...
So got order..3th jan can clear oil..all rush to take..what first come first serve..if really like that i will be clearing my oil already..dun need to store until got 3 digits hours..crap shit...
Someone got high blood pressure again..this time 170...dunno true or not..but the timing so nice..i sent email to him and the one on top of him...after that so nice his blood pressure go up..My problem?? ya rite... as if i care..I now only want to post out..want to leave this shit place..
working environment really can change a person's mindset..how come the top dun understand this...

school fees

okay..the course offer was out today..and I have to pay $2722.82 for my next semester before 10th Jan..So who are those who said government job can get alot of bonus...
Now i got a problem to solve..should i take 10K from my CPF OA to invest in funds??
my dad said it too early for me to invest..my dear dun wan me to invest..I still thinking should i or not should i??

Hmm...

I had been thinking of submitting my posting out request ever since I return back to work after my short holiday in Thailand...
Maybe I just so disappointed with my 2IC..The bottom line is I dun actually respect him that much..I only respect his 3 lines on his shoulder..
Maybe I just bored with working environment..all have the same attitude..they can dun need to do much..since i will be there cleaning up all the shits they left behind...
Or maybe I just sick and tired of the unbalance treatment..My off will be push back to let others clear their off..so much for forcasting of OIL and leaves..
.....

Results out

Okay..finally my second semester results were out..I was actually quite surprised and sad..Surpised that i could get an A for my MTH219..and sad of course i failed 1 paper which somehow i was actually prepared to fail..it was one of the hardest paper i have taken

limit to a person's patience

it back to reality as what my dad said when we touched down onto singapore on the 15th..Everything is back to normal..How true is that..
Today, first thing i reach office..that guy told me he was too busy to complete a simple but yet important task which need many parties to vet through and sign before end of december..I actaully passed him all the informations he needed to complete the task before i left for thailand which means he had 12days to complete it. If he was that busy, he could actually task someone to do it..If he did not know how to do, he can simple call someone else for advise or simply call me..Nope, nothing was done during this period..
I cant think of anything except he simply forget cleanly about it, or put it in simpler form..he just fucking do not bother..Like my dad said, he the IC, he can just simply push all the blame to me..
It really time for me to leave this shit place...

The Ugly Truth

I have officially became the blacksheep in the house..Everyone will assumed that i am the troublemarker, i am always the one creating the problem and i will always be in the wrong no matter what happen..Whatever..
I actually used to it..it had always been the same, in the workplace or even the place you called home, the place which you are suppose to get support from no matter what had happened.. No one seem to bother or care about me.. I not those attention seeker and I do not like to be in the lime light..Everyone will rememeber me for those things I did wrong and never once for things i did right..Basically, i am those UOTA..used once,throw away type..
I dun mind if no one actually remember my birthday..I more surpise if they did in the first place..
I also do not mind if anyone do not really appreciate what i have done for them..I always had been taken for granted in the first place..
I also dun mind taking blame for things i have not done..all blames will be pushed to me and credits not given to me..
What i do mind is the person who brought you up keeps backstabbing you at every given opportunity arises..She will happily broadcast to everyone she knew and get them to screw me left right..The best thing is those idiots will actually listen only her portion and not allowing me to explain the full picture before whacking me..
The second best thing is those who knew what happened did not bother to stood forward and help me..
So much for all those families ties..

piss off week

To sum up this week "Crap Shit"
When someone "request" for thing to be done..I did not reject it straight away..just a slight shaking of head start all this shit..In the end I still completed the "request" without complaint, I didn expect any gratitude..i just want a slight concern that all..just a simple "have you eaten? if not can u fetch this to ur dad after u eaten?" I will be more then willingly to do..Nothing..
Now everyone treat me like shit..when i tried to have a simple conversion..all act as if i own them big time..
Never mind, this is not the first time i been the bad guy and of course it will not be the last for this kind of things to happen again

goodbye

today marks the end of her 2 years working life in Singapore..She had been a great servant to my family..taking care of the daily cleaning, cooking, helping out in my dad's work and most importantly taking care of the 2 kids. We had a great relationship with her during this period..My dad had wanted to keep her longer as he felt she had done very well in her job and most importantly is she do care for our well beings. In the end, we still had to let her go as she had always wanted to work in Taiwan and we do not have any rights not to let her pursue her dream.

I just hope her new employer will treat her well and will continue to let her watch her favourite WWE.. I will miss her cooking and those funny expression while watching TV..

Thank you for all you have done for us and for me...

just paid $2985.30 for my new semester and nearly 300 for my insurance and phone bills..and more $$ will be leaving my pocket as i forget i still need to renew my road tax,insurance and also inspection for my sparkiez..Then i suddenly got the urge to buy some dumbbell to train..so i figure it will be around $7xx++..There goes my bonus cum the GST offset cum my 2 month salary..Too bad

results

okay finally after waiting so long, i just gotten my results today..cant said i did well but at least it a good start..or plainly said, it's just a normal results
i got 2 B+ and 1 B- which mean a GPA of 3.67..
I was hoping that someone would said well done to me but as expected, i already knew what are those words even before i told him my results..cant say i was hurt but maybe i too used to it..never mind, at least i didn fail and i still on the right track..
everytime when i told him my results, the same thing happened..all those stories will repeat again and after that i will have a hard time telling myself that i am not actually studying for his sake, but for me.. it ok to force myself to study for his sake, since i broke that promise not once but twice and i not going to break it three in a row.. or it was my fault all along thinking he would say 'well done'?
TOO BAD..

what should you do in this situation??

your hands are all filled up and tasking keep assign to you..

1. dun do = u are disobeying the order..u be ranked bottom in the year end ranking. your bonus will be affected, your promotion will be affected
2. do less = u are lazy and useless to the squadron and be ranked bottom in the ranking..your bonus will be affected, your promotion will be affected
3. do the bare medium = u are expected to do what are tasked to you..dun expect any recognition from the management since you are being paid for the jobs.
4. do all the tasks assigned = u have spoilt the market..the management will make you as a bench market for others to follow..more tasking will be given to you.. u are expected not to fail..any reasons for failure will not be entertain and your ranking will drop (by the way..do u think your ranking will increase??)
5. voice out that there are too much tasking to be done = u die..this is the end for u..the management had paint the picture that u are pointing the fingers at them..u are directly indicating they are lousy, good for nothing, unreasonable and high paid officers..they will take this as a challenge to the management..u be ranked the bottom of the bottom

If you are in case 4: u be save for the time being..nothing will happen to u

if you are not in case 4: i already said u are dead..u cant do anything other then

1. submit your posting out to other zone request = u are wasting your time..since its the same if you post to other zones..u are still in the management's target board and more for u to suffer as u are labelled as "cant take stress"
2. submit your posting out of squardon request = u are still wasting your time..the management will do everything behind the screen not to approve your request..even if your request is approved, the management will do everything within their power to affect your ranking in your new unit
3. submit your early release request = u will lose out ur boundy which the organisation own u..the management will do everything to defer your release up to 18 months..during this period, they will squeeze the life out of u

counting down

Just have my first 2 papers of my degree course last week..it was not done as well as i like..Now can only pray i can pass these two paper..now still preparing for my last paper which is on tuesday..
I got alot of plans after my exams..which includes bring my nephews and my pig pig for outings..it seems abit long since our last outing..I was actually planning to bring them for the bubble show but my mom say it too expensive and it will be a big crowd..(meaning 2 kids with their mom + my mom + my da sao's sis and her mom) I was actually quite piss off with her..She dun understand my simple chinese..I told her i was bringing the 2 kids and i going to pay..did i say i want to bring her go in the first place??

buzz about Yip Man

So what the buzz about Ip Man currently?? Ever since Donnie Yen does Ip Man in 2008 and the latest Ip Man 2 in April this year, there are suddenly tow more movie about Ip Man in production..which include Wong Kar-wai's The Grand Master and Herman Yau's The Legend is Born: Ip Man..and sudden filmmakers are considering bring Jay Zhou to act as Bruce Lee in Ip Man 3..Donnie Yen already stated he does not want to be part of any Ip Man films any more,as he felt it was already quite complete and if the film markers want to focus on Bruce Lee in Ip Man 3,it will be quite pointless..
From another point of view, I felt that there is little hope for break through for Chinese films..When one subject began to attract people attention, people will rush in to bank on it, hope to cash in from other people's hard work..Do you really think that Tony Leung will do more better acting then Donnie Yen, or his story will be more attractive or different for what is ready shown in the movie??

060510

Finally after months of inactive, i sudden want to write something on my blog..
Couple of high points..I finally got enrol into Unisim for my degree course, meaning that I had to mange my time properly from onwards..In addition, that trip to Taiwan.I really like their lifestyle, food and people.I will surely step into Taiwan again.."Welcome to Taiwan" sound much better then "Welcome back to Singapore"..Not to forget my new friend..I still waiting for my new friend to do her magic on my pigpig..
Now, I finally get the complete and crystal clear picture of my workplace..When talk, everyone can sound so invincible,but to do,they can be so spineless..They dun have the balls to stand up to what they want.. 說是天下無敵..做是天下無能..CRAP SHIT
So the story goes, one fucking idiot think he so great that he could do his second line job in front of the whole wide world thinking no one will bother? So what, in the end, no punishments or no extra duties will be given to that jackass since up there are filled with incompetent people, it does not mean I am like those balless guys not standing up..Does he really think I really scare of him? Maybe his mind is filled with shit, until now he still cant figure out I the guy who voice out..CRAP SHIT x2
And thanks to him, I actually got the chance to show that two sitting in the same office are doing things DOUBLE STANDARDS..Do they actually think I really care about ranking?? Do they really think that I really care about my PB and MAC..Money does not meaning much to me.. They can put me lowest in the ranking,I dun care..The most is I got less money to spend..and as if I like those guys who needs every branded stuffs in the world..CRAP SHIT x3
Yes, I might not handle myself well during this period,but in the end, I get them to get of their ass and work..
Finally, I verbally informed him that I requested posting out of the shit place..Now, is waiting for him to work out where to post me to...
Time to study for my exams and let me think of some places for me to visit and enjoy my life..Cant wait to get out of there..

2010

Finally after working about 8 days in December, tomorrow will be the beginning of the work year..I expected my workplace will be the same shit place..so i dun want to be bother about this..
I dun want to be piss of by them again, i will use my fuck care attitude..just do what i suppose to do and that's all..
My degree course will start in January which mean i cant be fooling around anymore..for obvious reasons..
After that, i be looking forward to my Taiwan trip in March..
I targeting to participle in 1 half marathon and 1 full marathon this year..I just want to enjoy the whole process from preparing to the run till the finishing point..

This year will be for my family,my 'cow cum pig',closest friends and me only..no more no less