latest update

During these inactive four months, many things had happened and what left was for me to truly understand the meaning of things i had or had not done.
I did not manage to enter NUS since i didn even bother to turn up for that two admission tests.Luckly for me, i still manage to enter USIM for my degree course..That will be my last shot to actually study for my degree since i screw up during my studies days in the past..I broken many promise to my dad and i intend not to break this promise to him
Two birthday dinners during these 4 months and one more to come show that two sides of me..One, i did not have many friends like others kids round the block.. Two, you do not need many truth friends, but of course, they are more then friends to me...
So the exchange rate this year is quite good, i got 2 shirts,1 jeans, 1 shoes and 1 wallet inexchange for the (pyjama and that 'clothly sweather') and (ironman and $111)..
Finally, i had a complete DIY PC which every piece of it was from my own pocket..Including that 1 night which I spent to reformat and reinstall my window to keep my pc alive

sianx

how i regret that i never put in effort in my studies during my secondary and poly days..how i regret skipping lessons because i hate engineering math..
since nus want me to attend that admission test, i am trying to revise my old stuff..finally after one afternoon of struggle, i finally know how to do matrix calculation..but the other topics, i can submit a blank sheet..
now then i know i am such a useless guy
let pray i can get in either nus or usim for my degree course

Okay..Now NUS is having an admission test for Math..i had asked around and people keeping telling me if i dun go, i can kiss NUS goodbye..And i already spent money on the registration,it will be a waste if i dun go...
The problem is i HATE math and consider i haven't been touching math since i left poly..It means that i only have 1 month for self revision..
Whatever, I just do whatever i can..
I just brought Optimus Prime leader class for the movie Transformers 2 Revenge of the fallen..and the next i aiming is actually jetfire which should cost about $90..And a brief calculation, if i am going to collect all of the autobots which appear in Transformers 1 and 2,it will cost me about another $300..I think i will just stop at jetfire since it was my plan all along, and considering this down period, i will be watching of what i spent and going to spend..

These will be those items i thinking of getting...
* Transformers 1 DVD (suddenly having the urge to buy)
* Transformers 2 DVD when it release (since it a excellent movie and i can guarantee it will be many times better then GI Joe)
* Jetfire leader class (since it look nice when combine with optimus prime)
* Optimus Prime voyagers class (it just for display purpose)
* A FM cum digital alarm clock (since i cant listen to online streaming anymore and i also dun have an alarm clock)
* may there are things which i need but i cant think of any as of now...

For now, i will just rot and rot

A good and a bad

For the past one month, I been through and seen alot..There will always be up and down in life which make life balance..


For the bad, I lost the respect I had for someone since that incident..For the start, maybe it my fault for having a 'high end computer' and letting him expose to this game..Other then that, i think i can said i did nothing wrong..Even since he started playing this online game, I think I did not have the full 8hrs of sleep regularly..I still can accept it provided it does not affect his own family lifestyle..I knew my da sao was actually quite disappointed with his gaming trend but she did not voice out but instead kept preparing supper for him which of course distracted me from my sleep..(hungry man surely can sleep well)...


For a married person to glue to his game and not taking time to accompany his kids and wife is surely not acceptable.. I think i can safetly said that i actually accompany his kids more than him..I do not think he had ever bring his kids out for a simple ball kicking session..And of course my da sao kept quiet but all of us knew..It only when things happen then we finally knew how my da sao felt..



It all happened when my parents went to taiwan and when his friend just had a baby girl..He kept going to his house and only to return in the early morning..To add on, he also went drinking with his group of friends..To make thing worst, he lost his keys and did not even bother to find..Never mind, i changed the lock in the end..

Finally, my da sao was so angry with him that she actually wanted to go back home and do not want to bother with him anyone..

I actually dunno why but i suddenly have the urge to update my blog even though there are very few people reading my blog..
For the past one month, i be busy my the SAF Day parade..That means that I had to wake up around 0515hrs and only return home about 2230hrs or even later..There were very few take away for this event..
+ Men will help each others to complete the targets set by Encrik, only to be dis hearted by the constant change of decision, increase of workload and no fix decision.
In the end, I came out with this statement.."Men are AONT,Boss are NATO" which mean "men are action only, not talk" but boss are no action, talk only"
+ In addition, not matter what advise given by the men, boss will not accept..They simply cant accept that men on the ground had a clearer picture then those who only sit there in the aircon room and gave orders
+ In any event, there will surely be many Indians chief..
+ There will also be alot of extras..They know how and when to get the max output with the min input

In between this SAF Day Parade, there is also a need to go back to my work centre.. There is a minor audit coming and luckily I already completed my portion and as expected, each one are doing last minute work..I actually can wash my hand off but seeing the effort put in my my lao chek and Ah Ho, I just help them in any way I can..
I already planned to executed my plan for this work year..I dun bother is there enough manpower to support the workload, I will just clear my OFF on those day with the min manpower

Nothing much had changed in my personnel life..Finally i get to watch my Transformers 2 which i had waited for a long time..Finally get to have the taste of a couple seat thanks to someone...

To sum up.. I just felling tired..that all

update

It been a while since my last update, and since everyone had updated their blog recently, i should not be the odd one out..
Many things had happened for the past few months..Nothing can be done to change them and the only thing can be done is to keep looking forward..
Looking at my work, it almost the same routine..except for the 15min of brain washing by my 2 IC..it actually happened because of a double standard by someone which i actually gave me a piece of my mind even he is my IC..never mind of the 15min of whacking, work is just work..
A last minute notice was given and I was pulled into the team to support this year SAF day parade..loaning of items for 3th DIV was crap..they are support to account and test before handling over to us but we waste 3hrs doing their shit..Being in the team also mean I will have less sleeping time as I need to be at SAF MTI at 630am..

It was the first time i brought Presley for shopping at TOYS R US..It was quite surprise that he only wanted BEN 10 and not other toys..

Another first time when I brought Presley and Lennon to west coast park for some sand party..Letting them enjoy themselves with the sand, the only disappointment was not getting wet in the sea..

Shag Monday

It was all pen down all along, it just that I didn notice it all the while..Early in the morning..had to clear to faults which also include a wasted trip to PRC..Who bother to send in clearance when there is a fault and who will bother to call in advance to inform there is a fault happening..MWO can go MIA without handing over the keys..
Afternoon had to go and beg around for tester since the management dun want to give my dect a tester since 2 years ago..Call and ask the maintenance agency and told me they dun have..what kind of agency is this..Finally borrowed one but need to buy the batteries myself..crap..
Finally after at least 5 hours of struggling, thinking of going home and sleep but have to rush down to Temasek Twr because of two jackass who dunno how to clear the fault..Luckily in the end, they finally made up their shit mind and clear the fault..
After entering sleeping mood for last then 30min, two shit ass called to ask what I done to clear the fault..Who will in that state of mind remember what had he done..SHIT THEM ALL!!

update liao

It been a month plus since my last update..and since someone want me to update my blog..so I will spend the next few minutes typing roughly what had happen for the past month..
Since I already said it was a few minutes of typing, it mean that actually there is nothing much happening for me..
Firstly it was the 1year cum Valentine Day dinner will the girl who reject me 10yrs ago but suddenly attracted to me for no reasons..
Secondly was the KL trip with my colleagues and of course since it was a plan trip to escape work, I could not bring my poor darling with me.. I did nothing except shopping for toys and gifts for her..In total, I was away for 4 days so I brought '4 presents' for her...
Lastly..it her birthday this weekend and i actually brought a small present for her already..now is only the event for the day to be plan

life goes on

What a bad Saturday to start with, a phone call at 7 plus in the morning meant that I was recalled back to work..Actually what piss me off was that CRC told me they did their best but user does not agreed to KIV the fault, but a call from me was able to KIV the fault...What does this mean?? 1) CRC did not do their job properly...does they know I was re callable only when it is a CF2 fautl and not CF3..2)I did my best is just crap..3)So what I inform my Zone IC that I was recalled?? Do he gave a damn about what I did to clear the fault?? I dun think so..what he want is I do not do anything stupid that may kill his final chance to finally go for his J walk..actually I dun give a damn about his J walk cause he is just a piece of shit...
It was only after I finished my work that I knew Spencer's grandma passed away last night..So for the past few days I was at his grandma's wake..This was not my first and my last wake..but every time after I went home, I always had this feeling that, everyday people will come and go, It a never ending life cycle..We cant change anything about it, but we can at least try to treasure every single people around us and not wait until that someone is gone to find out how important he/she is to us...
And to add on, what a shag Monday to start the week with

New Year's Resoultions

Chines new year is coming soon..And time for family members to gather around and for the kids to collect ang baos and to gamble openly without being scolded. For me, it just another day for me to rest completely and drift away from work..Actually, I already can sense it will be a tough year ahead for me..I can actually named a few cases now..for example..the keys I left with the door locked and just yesterday the incident of quarreling with my mom for the keys she lost and she dun seems to bother to find the keys..
But for now...I just want to make a few resolutions for this year...
1)be safe and sound when riding
2)be more responsible in my work
3)pass my ccna exam in july
4)enrol in a degree course since I not shortlist for oversea mission
5)save as much as possible and waste as little as possible
6)to be myself everytime
For now...let enjoy ourself during the new year celebration and be safe

what a weekend

So what did I do for the past week?? let me recap..
Went for a CCNA express course for 5days, which mean got a crash course for basic cisco network stuff and there will be a exam 6mth later which my boss assume that I will pass the exam..
Brought a new Dell studio laptop for $1599..consider it quite a good laptop which basically I have 2 plans for it 1) to use it to get rid of a person who play ge till damn late in the night which of course disturbed my sleep ) use it to prepare for my CCNA exam...Actually there is one thing I actually dun like about this laptop..VISTA sucks!! I plan to install XP on my laptop asap
Working on a Sunday is already a damn shag thing...To wait for nearly 2hrs to start the job already piss me off and then a finale done by my stupidness...I locked everything inside a comms room which mean the keys,my wallets and test equipment in that rooms...And to be suan by the POC was consider not bad at all..
Haix...just hope I will have a smooth sailing year after this...less crap and OT from my boss, which equal to less work more off...

my dear angry with me

So my dear is angry with me for a couple of things..She kept saying that i prefer to stay at home then accompany her to go shopping..Haix, I dunno what wrong with staying at home..at least I can play with my two little nephews, rot at my bed or in front of my computer..maybe there is a different in thinking between ladies and guys..ladies prefer to shop and guys prefer to rot...cant blame her...
Another thing she complaint is I dun always reply her sms or calls..This I agree something is my fault..something I just like to put my phone at my room and I will rot in front of the television..the problem which I face now is that my dear went for her manjong session yesterday midnight and I assume that she will definitely KO in the morning so I did not want to disturb her sleep...but she suddenly sms me early in the morning 6 plus which of course I still in dreamland..so I did not even notice the sms..then some more when I woke up, I didn check my phone..It was when I was in my room changing as I need to pack breakfast for my family, when she called and complaint why didn I reply her..
haix...